I found this on morgan's oooooooobabababbabbaar jeg mene du er anderledes. <- is that danish? i think it might be. yumm.




it's so true...

if only i was better at English..

I got a B for my essay!

she said my essay was "awkwarddd".

well, it wasn't awkward until she said it was.

gosh, i'm so depressed at my mark, i might cut myself. and i don't usually do that.

or wait, actually, maybe i should hang myself.

As my dear friend, eunice suggested that instead of writing about things i can't do (which if written down would be an infinite list), i should write about things i can do.
well, not to brag or anything, some of these might even be like a negative thing, instead of a positive thing.

so, anyway, here goes;
x] I can procrastinate.
x] I can go on the computer for hours and hours, if I were allowed.
x] I can sing.
x] I can debate.
x] I can speak in public.
x] I can make an impromptu speech, for public speaking.
x] I can ice skate.
x] I can blow bubbles with bubblegum.
x] I can play the piano.
x] I can play the viola.
x] I can play guitar.
x] I can bang pots and pans.
x] I can be really lazy.
x] I can eat.
x] I can drink.
x] I can swim.
x] I can hide.
x] I can scare people.
x] I can make people sad.
x] I can make people feel awkward.
x] I can see.
x] I can touch.
x] I can hear.
x] I can taste.
x] I can smell.
x] I can see ghosts. sometimes.
x] I can walk.
x] I can write.
x] I can read.
x] I can make my cat angry.
x] I can kill people, if it wasn't a crime.
x] I can feel, because I have feelings, and I know that each one of us individually has feelings.
x] I can hate people.
x] I can be nice to people.
....


I can pursue and achieve my goals and dreams... I believe I can... :)

-sigh-
i feel so useless in this world.
no one ever listens
no one could ever understand.
it's like i don't even exist.
it's like even, what's the point of blogging.
no one ever reads it anyway.,

grr i really feel like screaming out loud on top of the world.
but i don't even scream.
and no one would ever hear me anyway, even if i do.

even music can't cheer me up these days...

but i still know that i have to go on to pursue and achieve my dreams and goals all throughout these years..

i must keep going.............

sometimes i talk to myself in my head, saying things that are quite inspirational and philosophical, i should say..
and i thought to my self "hmm, maybe i should put this into my blog.."
but by now, i can't remember what i said before..

hummmm..
oh that's right.
one time it was about corruption.
the other one was about..................(pressing the dot key on the keyboard while i think)
oh that's right.. CHANGE.

okay Corruption
they don't have it here in oz.(hey don't you feel good living in a place that was what a movie/musical/book was all about- the wizard of oz and wicked and maybe australia.. anyway getting back to corruption,..)
in indonesia, there was some news about these politicians corrupting, costing so much loss to the country.
i was thinking that, these subsidising programs they have in Indonesia, these greedy politicians only use them for corruption.
gosh, people these days, just take things that aren't even theirs.

People just take whatever they want, even though they don't have the right to.
This, is breaking the law people.
If I leave a pencil, for an example, on this table, and then I leave.
Then the next day, I come back to this exact table, and the pencil was gone.

That person who took my pencil broke the law, he took it without permission, which is also a form of 'stealing' and stealing is an offence.
However as it is only a pencil, then he wouldn't really take it to the police, but if it was something more valuable like a wallet.
That person who found it should've brought it to the police station. That would've been the right thing to do.
However if the person who found it just took it and used it for his own benefit, then that's breaking the law.

That's why people these days, benefit from things they don't even have the right to.

Greedy, selfish people...


CARRYING ON TO MY NEXT TOPIC...


Change.

Change can be good sometimes, however change can also be bad.
Everything in this world changes in time.
Whether it's growing, or shrinking, or in colour.
Change usually can be seen and be visual and physical, like changing into different sizes and shapes and colour, but change can also be emotional- like changing how you see things, and your perspectives and how you think.

It's like, I remember when I used to be in grade 1. I used to always watch play school, and used to think how cool it was.
But now, when you think about it, play school's really uncool.

And, I haven't realised this change till just now.
Sometimes, you don't realise change, but in every second, there's change.

Confused?

Don't think about it too much.

I guess, with life, with every second of life, you really just have to go with the flow, even though you don't really understand what you're doing. You just have to keep going and never give up.

oh all the pain and miseries in this life..
is making these tears flow down from my eyes.
abandoned, neglected in this little world of ours.
where time, seconds, minutes, pass by like endless hours..

lol
i'm actually crying 'cause i've been chopping up onions for cooking.

sniff.

It doesn't matter what we look like.
What colour skin we have.
What we eat.
What we have.
What we see.
What language we speak.
What matters is that we are one.
We are supposed to be one.
We're a planet.
We all make up this Earth.
And since we are one.
We need to be together.
No war.
No hatred.
No discrimination.
No racism.
What we need is peace.
World peace.
Together we speak.
Together we agree.
Together we are one.

ouch my feet are killing me.
i couldn't come to outlook today.
my feet and my knees are seriously killing.
sorry to the people in my group, but it's my arthritis. :S

anyway, while typing this, i can hear my next door neighbour, who's like 80 something having a conversation with a guy who has an american accent. lol.
andd listening to satellite by axle whitehead.

i hope i can come to outlook tomorrow.

ttyl.

♪♫ music. ♫♪
makes the world go around.
makes life more interesting and fun.
makes life more colourful and bright.
everywhere we go, there's music.
is like colourful bubbles and balloons.
is like a rainbow.
is like fireworks.
is like water.
is like colour.
is my life.
is the world.

memories are cherished forever, but now that it is a memory, it's the past, and you can do nothing to go back to change it.
don't you wish there was some way you could go back to the past and change everything you regret doing.
if only there was a way you could go back to the past and not only change, but yet again, live the memories and the good nostalgic times...

but, that's if only, you really can't do anything but wish..

and life's not meant to be that easy anyway.

so now, what i can do, is to brighten my future.
so, even though i cannot go back and change what i've done, i've still got time to change what i'm doing which will lead me into a bright and successful future, that's yet to come...

the highlight of yesterday would probably have to be 7/11 day.
although we did go to eureka tower and southbank, williamstown, etc,
it was really windy and cold, so it wasn't really an enjoyable day.
but nonetheless, it was an interesting experience, i mean come on, we pay like a fortune to go to plc, and the cruise we got to go on was an old, dirty one. :S
and seriously, you just go on this glass cube and you pay 8 dollars.
which in my opinion is not worth it.
my dad gave me 8 dollars to go on it, but i didn't.
1. it's not worth it.
2. i'm scared of heights (shhh...)

hahahaa, now, i get 8 dollars, maybe i should give it back, or maybe i should get pizza with it.
lol.
yumm.
:P

anywayss..

have a great weekend readers.

icecreamisgoodforyou. ;)

It looked like the majority of the United States of America had the same opinion as me.
I wanted Obama to be the next American President Elect then, because I thought he would do a great job leading the country, and he would change the way America has been throughout these years, also there would be no more racism. Martin Luther King expressed his feelings through his infamous speech "I have a dream", and by this CHANGE succeeded, his dream was fulfilled.
No more discrimination of race was to be seen in the USA, this is one great step towards world peace.
It proves that even if at the start what you really want is impossible to achieve, if you REALLY want it, and you keep up with determination and persistence, YOU WILL SUCCEED.

"Determination, Persistence and being Optimistic and Confidence is the key to success."
That's why I'm always trying to believe in myself.
That's what I'll be believing in and telling myself all the way through this long journey that hasn't even begun yet.

~All of the writing above has been subjected to copyright by Inge C, the writer of this blog.
All rights reserved. (c)

i woke up listenin to matt and jo this morningg, went to the toilet, and slept again.
and then i had this really weird dream..
for some reason my friend, evelyn (in indonesia, who prefers to be called 'lines') and i were going on a bus with mr.squibb and his aunt?
and we ate lunch together.

weirdd. D:

anyways i was waitin for jesslynn to come while writing the above bit.

and yeasshhumm jesz came over.
baked orange and poppymix cake
and played on beps playground.,
twiddle dum dee.....

that was basically it. :)



that was yesterday, i wrote it yesterday but couldn't finish, because my dad and my brother were lurking while i was going to publish it.


todayy this morning.
i was supposed to come to string power at 8 but woke up late, quickly ran to the music school- down the stairs to find mr. squibb going up the stairs carrying his bag.
o___O
LOL.


anyways, im also doing my english essay, i'm multi-tasking. ;)
for everyone else the midsummer night's dream essay is due tomorrow, but i get an extension. :)

quick post.

my dad said he's going to cut off the internet connection cuz i go on the net too much. =o

oh noes!

i can't live without internet!

i need wisdom and imagination and knowledge!

although as Einstein said "Imagination is more important than knowledge, knowledge is limited, imagination encircles the world."
(and no i didn't google that, i know it off by heart. :) cuz i'm smart like that. :D i wish i was smart at other things too, such as maths and such..)

but anyways, I still need both! =0

help?!
*you can help by persuading my dad that internet is good for my own good, and for our future. :)


arhhh i really need to go. i can hear his footsteps coming towards me!! =o

i'm a masochist ppl. :)
well eunice says i'm a masochist.

masochist: noun- someone who obtains pleasure from receiving punishment.


yeahh that's me aighttt, i don't care what the rest of the world thinks about me. ;)

okay that last post was seriously emo.
like over-emotional.
but, i am really not emo at all.
well sometimes i'm a bubbly cheerful happy person not caring about anything.
but that's what you see.
and it's really not what the truth is.
no one will ever understand anyway.
i always pretend to be someone optimistic, when truthfully the glass is half empty for me, i'm a pessimistic.

anyway, i was just wondering to myself, sitting on the roof..
what will this world turn into?
seriously.

world financial crisis, large hydron collider (yeah im scared of dying. i don't want to die, just yet. i still need to fulfil and achieve my dreams and goals), unfairness in the world.

okay let's start off with world financial crisis;
i'm actually quite glad this is happening, because the rich will soon become poor, and they'll know how the poor has felt all these years, but the bad side of the situation is that the poor will become poorer because they wouldn't be able to work with a rich person, and get paid. so they will end up jobless too.

but hence, rich become poor, poor become poorer.
sounds fair to you? *comment on the shoutmix on your left there

all this is because of greed.
am i not correct?
greed of people wanting to be rich and therefore buying lots and lots of shares.

greed.

war started because of greed.
everyone wanted a piece of land of their own.

greedy pig.

just like that game.

just like black jack

gambling

etcetera.

greed.

such greed.

what is the world turning into, people?


"It's Time For Change" ~ Barack Obama.

"Be the Change You Want To See In the World" ~ Mahatma Ghandi.


I've tried changing to what i want to see people to be in this world, but I, is only one out of trillions of people.
What can I do to change the world? I'm just a "normal" girl with no rights to have a say yet, and i'm still too young to be involved in politics and world crisis.
No one else cares about this as much as I do, especially people around my age...

Guess I can't do anything much about this......

LIFE

LIFE SUCKS



IT JUST DOES, IT JUST IS.
LOOK AT ALL THOSE STARVING PEOPLE IN AFRICA, LOOK AT ALL THOSE RICH PEOPLE IN THE UPPER EAST SIDE OF MANHATTAN.
WHY, YOU STILL CANNOT SEE THE UNFAIRNESS THERE?

LOOK AT ALL THOSE SICK PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, SUFFERING FROM UNCURABLE DISEASES SUCH AS CANCER, LEUKEMIA AND SUCH HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE THINGS.
AND YET, LOOK AT ALL THOSE HEALTHY PEOPLE WHO AREN'T REALLY THANKFUL OF THE HEALTH THEY ARE GRANTED; SMOKERS AND SUCH.

LOOK AT ALL THOSE STUPID, UNEDUCATIONAL PEOPLE, TRYING HARD TO STUDY SO THEY CAN HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE, YET WITH LOTS OF HARD WORK, PRACTICE, STRESS AND STUDY, THEY FAIL.
BUT THEN, YOU LOOK AT THOSE SMART, INTELLIGENT PEOPLE, WHO DON'T EVEN STUDY FOR TESTS OR PUT IN ANY EFFORT INTO THEIR WORK, THEY ARE THE ONES WHO SUCCEED IN THE END.

WHY, WHAT IS THIS I SEE?

IS THIS PERFECTLY FAIR AND SQUARE, I ASK YOU.

WHAT IS THE WORLD TURNING INTO?

WITH SELFISHNESS, GREED, AND UNFAIRNESS?

THERE NEEDS TO BE AN END TO THIS, BUT WHAT CAN I DO?

I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE, STUPID, POOR, SICK PEOPLE..

omgosh.

when i was posting stuff on this blog.

there, from heavens above?

came down this little bug right infront of me, to my trackies.

i carefully picked it up and placed it on the table.

and what do i see?



this tiny little black bug, with tiny little light brown patterns on its body. it kinda looked like a ladybug, except it was black and brown in colour.

i tried to take a picture of it, but darn camera thinks it's too dark that flash was necessary.

but it turned out that because of the frikin flash, you can't even see the bug.

and when i turned to the bug again, it disappeared.

just like that.

could it really be a heavenly bug?

Officially, my favourite song at the moment is, 21st century life, by sam sparro, of course.

Not only is it addictive, and the tune makes people bust out dancing, but the lyrics are true.
ps- i changed "boy" to "girl".
and i love that "oops" bit. lol. xD

-----------
When I was a little girl
Living in the last century
I thought about
Living in the future
Then it occurred to me
I turned around
The future was now
The future was all around me
Nothing like I imagined
It was totally confounding

21st century life
I got swept away
I got 21, 000 things
That I got to do today
21st century life
Well what can I say?
The new world
Got me feeling so dirty
Think I need
To get down and pray

Well now
I turned on the TV
Just in time enough to hear
What the Pope said
Pope said
And just a few
Tiny little words later
Somebody wants
The man dead
What about famine and disease
Well they said
It's too bad
(Oops)
Because
I'm never alone
It's not just a phone
It's a stereo

21st century life
I got swept away
I got 21, 000 things
That I got to do today
21st century life
What can I say?
The new world
Got me feeling so dirty
Think I need
To get down and pray

Now I'm not a little girl
I'm in the 21st century
Well you might think
We've come a really long way
But there's still
No equality
I watched the news
On my computer screen
Talking about
Buying my weed
Out of a vending machine
You tell me I'm free
But how can it be
When you're always
Watching me on the CCTV

21st century life
What can I say?
The new world
Got me feeling so dirty
Think I need
To get down and pray

21, 21, 21
I'm talking
About 21, 21
-------------



Sam Sparro, my favourite singer atm. :)

it's a mad world.

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

I went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world
Enlarge your world
Mad world

mad world, it is...

pointless

i really don't see the point of this, but thanks eunice for tagging me, but, why me?
this is a really long quiz, and all of youse who hv been tagged (on the list below) must do this quiz as well and post it on your blog.

so there, fair and square. :)

(sorry boarders, everyone else has been tagged, so yeah. lol.)

TAG:

1. nutthanee
   
2. natsuda
   
3. nisha
   
4. selina
5. adela
   
6. mint
7. whoever reads this
8. michelle, if you decided to make a blog.
9. whoever else has a blog.
10. whoever reads this.
    

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and tag 10 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. And after answering all the 100 questions, they have to give the one who tagged them the link. The ones who've been tagged before don't have to do it once more.

name: ingenious


gender: it


e-mail add: abc@abc.com


birthdate: pearl harbor rememberance day.


family: i think i have family.. yes, why?


height: mt.everest.


weight: feather.

something good about yourself: i am not modest.

something bad about yourself: i have low self-esteem? lol.

describe your personality in one word: indescribable. hahh!

celebrities that you like: lots.

songs you like: atm? sam sparrro.

fav. season: spring or autumn.

game you're good at: sleep.

my ideal woman or man: blonde hair blue eyes? lol.

if you have to choose between same age/older/younger: choose for what?

your mood right now: bored.

what you have in your pocket right now: nothing. or probably random tissues?

sleeping out: what? as in camping?

alchohol tolerance: don't like it though.

drinking habits: i like schweppes agrum. x)

how old were you the first time you drank: drank what?

when do you want to get married: after 24.

about my singing: shower's the place.

about my dancing: i like to pretend that i can do the moonwalk. xD

something i want these days: lots.

when you're home alone: surfing.. on the net. lol.

when you're standing in front of the mirror: brushing my teeth

clothes you're wearing right now: shirt, trackies and hoodiee.

how much money do you have in your wallet: 10 i think.

what you want to buy for your girlfriend/ boyfriend: what they want?

does height matter to you: yeah, cuz i'm short. :(

what song do you sing when you go to sign karaoke: songs i like?

what would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed up: call them?

what would you do if the person you loved cheated on you: cheat on them back? lol.

how long will you be able to wait for the person you love: wait for what?

first kiss: ?? [eunicee,, why do you come up with such random questions??]

a feature you feel doesn't need to be fixed: i dunnnoo..

a feature you feel should be fixed: dunno..

people you miss the most right now: my family.

first love: none yet, i know, i'm sad. lol.

when you cried the most: ...

when do you feel you're grown up: when i debate or speak in public. or when i prove something, or when i know that i'm right. or when i've achieved something great.

what you don't like: lots.

when(did) you feel happy: childhood.

when you were most flabbergasted: what's flabbergasted? is that even a real word in the dictionary?<

best looking person of the opposite gender you've seen so far: -erhm-

why aren't you going out with anyone: cuz i hv to do this stupid quiz first.

what you feel towards that person: which person?

what would you say to the people actually reading this: now since you've read this. you have to repost this quiz. :)

something you're most worried about: lots. it's a a tough world here, you know.

when do you look most weak: dunno..

how do you NOT get dumped: dunno?

3 things a person NEEDS: a fruitbowl, a violin and a toilet? [well einstein said- "a table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin, what else does a man need to be happy."- but you don't really need a table and a chair, the person can sit on the ground, yet they need a toilet to be hygienic.]

your grades in school: alrightt.

#1 on your phone: contacts?

phone company: nokiaa.

phone bill: prepaid.

place you want to go: heaven.

favourite TV program: mostly stuff on ten.

movie that pissed you off: movies with jude law- makes no sense.

movie you watched with most meaning: she's the man. lol.

most recent movie: willy wonka for the 2nd time lol.

movie you want to recommend: she's the man. :)

if you could become a character inside a movie: viola. lol.

how many net cafes are you a member to: none.

which do you go to most often: zz.

what you feel about this cafe: zz

what you want to say to the starter of the cafe: zzzzzzzzz

you believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love: no, it's certainly not okay. not to be selfish or anything but...

what would you do if your parents didn't bless your decision to get married: dunno.

do you think you're a player: no.

what time do you wake up: depends.

when you go to sleep: depends.

if someone you met for the first time asked for you number: well,, see who's asking. lol.

what would you do if you liked someone at a meeting: dunno. smile? haha.

celebrity you want to go out with: haha.

how many kids do you want: dunno.

something you really want to be good at: public speaking and debating, and maybe maths and science, and every other subject at school, so i will be acknowledged.

what I want to be in 10 years: Harvard Law School PHD Graduate, resulting in me being a top lawyer who's wealthy.

someone you're jealous of right now: no one actually,, atm.

a word that you use a lot: dunno? lol.

what I do when I first wake up: check the time.

what would you do if you picked up a million dollars: take it to the police?

what would you do if you became invisible: hey wouldn't that be a real gift.. if only you could use it for good purposes.
singer you think is the best singing live: mb?

singers you don't understand why they even sing: lots. geez, lots of ppl out there really do have high self-esteem, these days!

a kind of man you don't like: weirdos, stalkers, players, cheaters, and lots more.
lol.

a kind of woman you don't like: weirdos, stalkers, players, cheaters and lots more.

what would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you're dating right now: dunno?

what would you feel if you met someone you've broken up with: still be friends, and
ask how they're going?

most important possession: ...dunno......

what you do when you first get online: facebook. lol.

what surprised you the most: dunno.

what you do when you can't fall asleep: read. or count sheeps jumping over fences on clouds. lol.

what do you think you were in your past life: a dutch politician.

if you were to be born again: don't want to.

what are you going to do after you finish this: tag ppl.

how honest were you: quite honest, i must say.

what do you want to say: this is a very weird quiz eunice.. now ppl who have been tagged, it's your turn.

TAG! YOU'RE IT!

Yesterday, was a pretty good day.
Mainly because it was the last day of school.
Secondly, Mrs. S spoke to us about work experience commencing next year, which I am really excited about.
Except, I still can't find any places to go to apart from the QC which I've signed up for.


And lots of people signed up to do work experience at the QC and there's only a limited number of people chosen.
I really do hope I will be chosen, as being a lawyer has always been my dream as long as I can remember...
And if I had the privilege to do work experience at the QC, it would be a great learning experience, that could certainly help me getting one step closer to achieving my dream.

I will just keep my fingers crossed that I get chosen, from lots of other students throughout PLC..

I believe there's nothing I can do to increase the chance of me getting chosen to do work experience at the QC, but just hope for the very best is yet to come...

oh gosh it is 12:21, but justice can never wait.

i believe that australian idol this year is... bad.

you can go arguing with me by having your say on the comment box on the left there, as i respect your opinions, as everyone has the same rights as everyone else to have a say and to have their own opinions.

but on tuesday night, there was a girl, who i reckoned had a great and unique voice, but was sick at the time, and had lost her voice.

i believe it was unfair that she still had to sing that night, they could've at least swapped people from other groups?
and it was really nice to see someone with a unique voice for a change, i'm tired of those ordinary voices getting that crown of australian idol for the past 5 years. (for guy sebastian had a unique voice)

instead, couldn't we give brooke w a chance? instead of tom williams?

i personally think tom williams cannot sing. he "sings" out of tune.

and, he is up himself. he thinks he's top. ,, but really he's not.

even though brooke was sick, she sang much much better than tom.

and so did natalie and luke.

he was infact the worst of the 6 people.

seriously, why would people vote for him?



because he's got arthritis?

i have arthritis, and it does not affect singing, or any pitch problems (hearing) at all.
since it is a joint inflammation problem.

TOTALLY IRRELEVANT


so, in conclusion, if he can't sing, then why would people vote for him?

i haven't got it wrong have i, australian idol IS a SINGING competition, isn't it?

i was actually at the start, quite excited to watch australian idol.
but since i knew someone who couldn't sing got into the top 12, when lots of other people deserved it more than him, i soon became not interested.



_____________________________________________
dance is much better to watch. :)
joshua, katee, courtney and twitch = top 4. :)

while watching the australian idol a couple of hours ago, my dad told me to switch to channel 9.
so i did, sixty minutes was on.
it was about how dogs can detect cancer.
dogs are such amazing animals, and they really do make a great impact on human everyday lives.
how they can help detect illegal drugs, diseases and all.
and the best thing they're such loyal animals.
as noted in shakespeare's mid summer night's dream where helena says to demetrius that she will be his spaniel, forever loyal, even when he rejects her.
i've always wanted to have a dog..
and when i was in year 7, my dad bought me a labrador x golden retriever.
we named him oscar.
but sadly when i was in indo, my dad, without telling me, gave him to the rspca, hoping a kind owner would adopt him, because oscar had arthritis and my dad couldn't stand to look at oscar suffering.

but still, i still could not understand why he didn't tell me before giving oscar to the rspca.

it just makes me more understood that i cannot trust anyone in this world.

and so, not long after that, i was also still in indo, my dad bought a chow chow all the way from perth, from a well known award winning breeder.
the chow puppy he got had the blood of grand champions of dog shows in australia and around the world.
we named him charlie, before we found out that on his papers the breeders had named him theodore.

so now that i'm here.

charlie shall be probably named charles theodore roosevelt.
charles- named after prince charles of wales.
theodore roosevelt- named after former president of united states.

but called charlie for short. :)

charlie is indeed very cute, looks like a bear/lion of some sort. and has a purple tongue.
but i still miss oscar.. the fact that i didn't get to say goodbye to him.. :(

i really, truly, faithfully, deeply hope that oscar is happy in his new home and his new owner would take really good care of him. all the very best for my dear osciee.

charlie is 6 months old at the moment -btw.

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anyway, sunday, today.
procrastinationn.
i do have english and maths homework.
but, i seem to be "addicted" to the internet.
HELP! =X
school tomorroww..
i'm really looking forward to diving and english.
but first i must do my homeworkk!!
it's 10:00PM

~that is all for now.

i haven't written in yonks!

oh gosh, i just swallowed fish bone, and it was stuck to my throat.
i tried to vomit but everything else i ate got out. but the fish bone was still stuck there.
my dad tried to look in my throat to see if he could see the fish bone with a torch.
but he couldn't see it.
oh gosh, i was soo worried that it'll be dangerous that it could result in death.
but luckily, i quickly responded and googled.
and i found the answer.
you have to eat bread. so it'll go down with the bread.
my dad was going to go to coles to get some vinegar, which apparrently can evaporate fish bones or something..

fortunately it's not stuck in my throat anymore.

i am very thankful..

what a day.

school tomorrow..

ho-humm,, changed the layout todayy..
i love it now. :)

alrittee, backk to business. we had another day of outlook.
this time we went to forest hill and mitcham.
i planned out everything last night, cuz i didn't want all the mix-ups and all to happen again.
and so everything went alrite today, except a few rough edges..

the morning was alrightt.

we took a tram down to springvale road.
and there was this old lady sitting in the disabled seat. to me, it seemed like she wanted to validate her ticket, but the tram was moving and i didn't want her to fall over, so i asked her politely. "would you like me to validate your ticket?" and she handed me her ticket, so i put her ticket into the machine and validated it. :)
it felt really good helping someone.
and she said "thank you" in return. :)

it seemed like a really good day starting off with helping someone!


and so, the journey went on, to aqualink first off.
and since we had a long time, we played around in this playground. :D

next destination was forest hill chase, for lunch. :)

after lunch we still had a lot of time, we went into big w, and i so wanted to get twilight, but i didn't, because i was scared that my dad would get angry at me. you see i don't get pocket money, and i asked him for money today because i said that i need to get midsummer night's dream book for english. so he gave me the money. but like at big w, i didnt find any midsummer nights dream book and instead i found twilight.
so, if i brought home twilight instead of midsummer night's dream, i was 100% sure that my dad was going to get angry at me, because i..lied to him.
so, i decided not to get the book. :(
maybe someday when i work, i'll be able to get my own money and buy that book for myself. :)

and then we went literally AROUND THE WHOLE OF FOREST HILL. how tiring it was can you imaginee. pooff.
finally caught a bus, but caught the wrong one still.
so we had to wait about 20 minutes to wait for the other bus, this time fortunately, it was going the right way.
training to heatherdale railway station,, well we were SUPPOSED to get off at heatherdale railway station, but noo. we didn't because the rest of the group decided to get off at mitcham, and like they were outside and i was still inside the train.
as we are in a democratic country, majority rules, so i had to quickly run out of the train. (i hope i didn't leave anything on the seats, because i didn't get to check. but i didn't open my bag or anything. so no, i didn't leave anything on the seats. :) ) BUT we got off the wrong stop. so we had to wait another 20 minutes for the other train to come.

there was this depressing song playing through the speakers of the station of mitcham.

finally we got off at heatherdale railway station.
tired as sht.

we still had to walk like 5 kilometres UPHILL to this childcare centre.
got some brochures and all.

and we got back. another 5 kilometres.

oh gosh.



finally, we got back home safe and sound, well we got back to plc at 4:30-ish and i had missed melba.

trammed home.

and really tired.

OUTLOOK todayy,, when i came in the school, there was like this frikin teacher she was like chasing after me and then she was like "YOU NEED TO GET A SCHOOL BAG." and then i was like "uhh yeah, but i thought we have community action today" (i said the wrong thing-btw, i said community action instead of outlook, but same thing anyway) and then she was like "I DON'T THINK SO.. BRING A SCHOOL BAG TOMORROW!" oh and she asked for my name. i was quite worried if i got into trouble or anything.

and like all of the other ppl didn't bring their school bag. and i'm serious like NONE of them did.
so yeah, i was like "whateverr"..

so that was in the morning, like at about recess we went on the 767 bus from junior school to box hill- the bus was frikin full of plc ppl. it was totally JAM-PACKED. like when we past this stop with ppl waiting for the bus, the driver waved at them saying the bus is full. LOL
hmm box hill central, went to safe way asking customer service about the scenario how the person needs a job and she can like work as a safeway checkout chic or whatever.

and then we walked to elland avenue, an occassional childcare centre. and interviewed the person. and yeah.

had lunch, and stuff.

omg aqualink is like right in between elgar rd, canterbury rd and station street.
but we couldn't find it so we headed back to school.

OMG we were going to take the 700 bus back to school, but then we decided to go on the 767, but that was a good choice cuz we met like these really hot guys, and they were twins! but they were clearly different, even though they're identical twins, looking at how they dress and one of them had like an earring on his eyebrow. lol.
they had blonde hair and blue eyes,, they look somehow familiar, but they couldn't have been, because they were surely the hottest guys i've ever seen. lol
i wish i could see them again, sometimes, one day..
or one of them would be alrite too. :)

LOL i was like on friendster, and then there was this advertisement that was like
who came first the chicken or the egg?, and i clicked the chicken (cuz without a hen, the egg wont be able to open, cuz it needs something warm for the egg to hatch.) and then it lead me to this so totally irrelevant page of celebrity soulmate thing, and then when i tried to close the window, it was like "are you sure you want to navigate away from this page, because you will be able to find your soulmate" so i was like okaayy..
awkwaardd..
lol.
well, we have outlook tomorrow, and since our group is SOOO organised (cough) we don't even know where we're going..

uh- oh,, disaster, disaster!

posties on sunday??

LOL we had a debate today.. well cassie and zoe were debating. :)
the topic was "that posties come on sundays"
zoe, for some reason, wherever she lives, gets mail on sundays, when clearly, everyone knows that people don't work on sundays, so there is no explainable way you can get mail on sundays.
cassie was trying to convince zoe that you cant get mail on sundays, but zoe kept on arguing that she did, and she always gets mail on sundays.
of course the rest of the group supported cassie, we all know that no one works on sundays, so how are you supposed to get mail on sundays??, also all the other people who past by-we asked them if posties come on a sunday, and they all said no.
so there, majority rules.
but then we all don't live in the same area as zoe- but still, everywhere throughout the world, or throughout australia at least, people don't work on a sunday!!
LOL
and this "debate" all started when we were all talking about when (which day of the week) the bins are put out in the neighbourhood strip. :)

twilight

how everyone at school's talking about it, i actually really want to read this book, twilight by stephenie meyer.
it sounds really interesting,, but at the moment the school's library's copy is on loan and reserved numerous times.. so i guess i should be patient, or beg to my dad for pocket money so that i can save to buy a copy of the twilight series. as there are many books following up twilight.
currently there is twilight, new moon, eclipse, and breaking down is coming soon.

i know this book is a million times better than harry potter. i don't really like harry potter (no offence to some people), but i know this book will be awesome.

~Saturday 26th July 2008 11:51PM
(9 minutes to Sunday 27th)

community actionn

we had community action for the first time yesterday, and yes it was oh so tiring.
my partner's adela, one of the many boarders at plc. we went to elc, which is the abbreviation for early learning center. apparrently we got to choose where we wanted to go, but some people had to go to plc junior school or elc. Personally i would rather go to my primary school which is burwood east primary school, but alas I must not be selfish, even though beps (burwood east primary school) is closer to my house, elc is only of walking distance to the boarding house.

so, yesterday, Friday 25th July 2PM, Adela and I head off to ELC.
-deep breath- to be honest, i never liked little kids. and yesterday, made me hate little kids even more.

there were these annoying little girls (who come from a rich family of course) coming up to me and suddenly hugging me and asking what my name is, one kept on singing a random song, one kept on pulling my jumper, one kept on pulling the shoelaces of my boots, one kept on pulling my hand..
this was bad enough for me, but i did not know what lied ahead. it was "play time" for them, it was time for them to go outside and play. first this little girl pulled me to go play in the sandpit, and they were pretending that it was my birthday, they made "cakes" out of wet sand, and put dinosaur candles on top of them and sang happy birthday to me.
can't you imagine how embarrassing that was.
and then while i was talking to this little girl, one of the girls suddenly cried, apparrently one of the other girls said something not very nice to her.

so i moved out of the sandpit to the playground, they all wanted me to go on the monkey bars (which was unfortunately too short for me) andd go down the slide and the fireman pole.

it was certainly a tiring day yesterday, as soon as i got home, i had afternoon tea and slept.
i slept from 5pm in the afternoon and woke up today at 10am.

that is 17 hours of recovery from the tiredness of helping taking care of little children.

a long day was yesterday, and a rather short day is today..

~Saturday 26th July 2008 11:44PM

BLOGGING

hmm well, we were on friendster talking about community action, which we was the first yesterday, with eunice when she told me to go on her blog. so i did, and it looks pretty interesting, considering that most of the boarders at plc also has blogspott cuz apparrently they blocked myspace, friendster, facebook, and all.

so, anyways, here i am writing my first blogg!! :)