Friday, October 31, 2008

i'm a masochist ppl. :)
well eunice says i'm a masochist.

masochist: noun- someone who obtains pleasure from receiving punishment.


yeahh that's me aighttt, i don't care what the rest of the world thinks about me. ;)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

okay that last post was seriously emo.
like over-emotional.
but, i am really not emo at all.
well sometimes i'm a bubbly cheerful happy person not caring about anything.
but that's what you see.
and it's really not what the truth is.
no one will ever understand anyway.
i always pretend to be someone optimistic, when truthfully the glass is half empty for me, i'm a pessimistic.

anyway, i was just wondering to myself, sitting on the roof..
what will this world turn into?
seriously.

world financial crisis, large hydron collider (yeah im scared of dying. i don't want to die, just yet. i still need to fulfil and achieve my dreams and goals), unfairness in the world.

okay let's start off with world financial crisis;
i'm actually quite glad this is happening, because the rich will soon become poor, and they'll know how the poor has felt all these years, but the bad side of the situation is that the poor will become poorer because they wouldn't be able to work with a rich person, and get paid. so they will end up jobless too.

but hence, rich become poor, poor become poorer.
sounds fair to you? *comment on the shoutmix on your left there

all this is because of greed.
am i not correct?
greed of people wanting to be rich and therefore buying lots and lots of shares.

greed.

war started because of greed.
everyone wanted a piece of land of their own.

greedy pig.

just like that game.

just like black jack

gambling

etcetera.

greed.


such greed.

what is the world turning into, people?


"It's Time For Change" ~ Barack Obama.

"Be the Change You Want To See In the World" ~ Mahatma Ghandi.


I've tried changing to what i want to see people to be in this world, but I, is only one out of trillions of people.
What can I do to change the world? I'm just a "normal" girl with no rights to have a say yet, and i'm still too young to be involved in politics and world crisis.
No one else cares about this as much as I do, especially people around my age...

Guess I can't do anything much about this......

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

LIFE

LIFE SUCKS



IT JUST DOES, IT JUST IS.
LOOK AT ALL THOSE STARVING PEOPLE IN AFRICA, LOOK AT ALL THOSE RICH PEOPLE IN THE UPPER EAST SIDE OF MANHATTAN.
WHY, YOU STILL CANNOT SEE THE UNFAIRNESS THERE?

LOOK AT ALL THOSE SICK PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, SUFFERING FROM UNCURABLE DISEASES SUCH AS CANCER, LEUKEMIA AND SUCH HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE THINGS.
AND YET, LOOK AT ALL THOSE HEALTHY PEOPLE WHO AREN'T REALLY THANKFUL OF THE HEALTH THEY ARE GRANTED; SMOKERS AND SUCH.

LOOK AT ALL THOSE STUPID, UNEDUCATIONAL PEOPLE, TRYING HARD TO STUDY SO THEY CAN HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE, YET WITH LOTS OF HARD WORK, PRACTICE, STRESS AND STUDY, THEY FAIL.
BUT THEN, YOU LOOK AT THOSE SMART, INTELLIGENT PEOPLE, WHO DON'T EVEN STUDY FOR TESTS OR PUT IN ANY EFFORT INTO THEIR WORK, THEY ARE THE ONES WHO SUCCEED IN THE END.

WHY, WHAT IS THIS I SEE?

IS THIS PERFECTLY FAIR AND SQUARE, I ASK YOU.

WHAT IS THE WORLD TURNING INTO?

WITH SELFISHNESS, GREED, AND UNFAIRNESS?

THERE NEEDS TO BE AN END TO THIS, BUT WHAT CAN I DO?

I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE, STUPID, POOR, SICK PEOPLE..