I found this on morgan's oooooooobabababbabbaar jeg mene du er anderledes. <- is that danish? i think it might be. yumm.




it's so true...

if only i was better at English..

I got a B for my essay!

she said my essay was "awkwarddd".

well, it wasn't awkward until she said it was.

gosh, i'm so depressed at my mark, i might cut myself. and i don't usually do that.

or wait, actually, maybe i should hang myself.

As my dear friend, eunice suggested that instead of writing about things i can't do (which if written down would be an infinite list), i should write about things i can do.
well, not to brag or anything, some of these might even be like a negative thing, instead of a positive thing.

so, anyway, here goes;
x] I can procrastinate.
x] I can go on the computer for hours and hours, if I were allowed.
x] I can sing.
x] I can debate.
x] I can speak in public.
x] I can make an impromptu speech, for public speaking.
x] I can ice skate.
x] I can blow bubbles with bubblegum.
x] I can play the piano.
x] I can play the viola.
x] I can play guitar.
x] I can bang pots and pans.
x] I can be really lazy.
x] I can eat.
x] I can drink.
x] I can swim.
x] I can hide.
x] I can scare people.
x] I can make people sad.
x] I can make people feel awkward.
x] I can see.
x] I can touch.
x] I can hear.
x] I can taste.
x] I can smell.
x] I can see ghosts. sometimes.
x] I can walk.
x] I can write.
x] I can read.
x] I can make my cat angry.
x] I can kill people, if it wasn't a crime.
x] I can feel, because I have feelings, and I know that each one of us individually has feelings.
x] I can hate people.
x] I can be nice to people.
....


I can pursue and achieve my goals and dreams... I believe I can... :)

-sigh-
i feel so useless in this world.
no one ever listens
no one could ever understand.
it's like i don't even exist.
it's like even, what's the point of blogging.
no one ever reads it anyway.,

grr i really feel like screaming out loud on top of the world.
but i don't even scream.
and no one would ever hear me anyway, even if i do.

even music can't cheer me up these days...

but i still know that i have to go on to pursue and achieve my dreams and goals all throughout these years..

i must keep going.............

sometimes i talk to myself in my head, saying things that are quite inspirational and philosophical, i should say..
and i thought to my self "hmm, maybe i should put this into my blog.."
but by now, i can't remember what i said before..

hummmm..
oh that's right.
one time it was about corruption.
the other one was about..................(pressing the dot key on the keyboard while i think)
oh that's right.. CHANGE.

okay Corruption
they don't have it here in oz.(hey don't you feel good living in a place that was what a movie/musical/book was all about- the wizard of oz and wicked and maybe australia.. anyway getting back to corruption,..)
in indonesia, there was some news about these politicians corrupting, costing so much loss to the country.
i was thinking that, these subsidising programs they have in Indonesia, these greedy politicians only use them for corruption.
gosh, people these days, just take things that aren't even theirs.

People just take whatever they want, even though they don't have the right to.
This, is breaking the law people.
If I leave a pencil, for an example, on this table, and then I leave.
Then the next day, I come back to this exact table, and the pencil was gone.

That person who took my pencil broke the law, he took it without permission, which is also a form of 'stealing' and stealing is an offence.
However as it is only a pencil, then he wouldn't really take it to the police, but if it was something more valuable like a wallet.
That person who found it should've brought it to the police station. That would've been the right thing to do.
However if the person who found it just took it and used it for his own benefit, then that's breaking the law.

That's why people these days, benefit from things they don't even have the right to.

Greedy, selfish people...


CARRYING ON TO MY NEXT TOPIC...


Change.

Change can be good sometimes, however change can also be bad.
Everything in this world changes in time.
Whether it's growing, or shrinking, or in colour.
Change usually can be seen and be visual and physical, like changing into different sizes and shapes and colour, but change can also be emotional- like changing how you see things, and your perspectives and how you think.

It's like, I remember when I used to be in grade 1. I used to always watch play school, and used to think how cool it was.
But now, when you think about it, play school's really uncool.

And, I haven't realised this change till just now.
Sometimes, you don't realise change, but in every second, there's change.

Confused?

Don't think about it too much.

I guess, with life, with every second of life, you really just have to go with the flow, even though you don't really understand what you're doing. You just have to keep going and never give up.

oh all the pain and miseries in this life..
is making these tears flow down from my eyes.
abandoned, neglected in this little world of ours.
where time, seconds, minutes, pass by like endless hours..

lol
i'm actually crying 'cause i've been chopping up onions for cooking.

sniff.

It doesn't matter what we look like.
What colour skin we have.
What we eat.
What we have.
What we see.
What language we speak.
What matters is that we are one.
We are supposed to be one.
We're a planet.
We all make up this Earth.
And since we are one.
We need to be together.
No war.
No hatred.
No discrimination.
No racism.
What we need is peace.
World peace.
Together we speak.
Together we agree.
Together we are one.

ouch my feet are killing me.
i couldn't come to outlook today.
my feet and my knees are seriously killing.
sorry to the people in my group, but it's my arthritis. :S

anyway, while typing this, i can hear my next door neighbour, who's like 80 something having a conversation with a guy who has an american accent. lol.
andd listening to satellite by axle whitehead.

i hope i can come to outlook tomorrow.

ttyl.

♪♫ music. ♫♪
makes the world go around.
makes life more interesting and fun.
makes life more colourful and bright.
everywhere we go, there's music.
is like colourful bubbles and balloons.
is like a rainbow.
is like fireworks.
is like water.
is like colour.
is my life.
is the world.

memories are cherished forever, but now that it is a memory, it's the past, and you can do nothing to go back to change it.
don't you wish there was some way you could go back to the past and change everything you regret doing.
if only there was a way you could go back to the past and not only change, but yet again, live the memories and the good nostalgic times...

but, that's if only, you really can't do anything but wish..

and life's not meant to be that easy anyway.

so now, what i can do, is to brighten my future.
so, even though i cannot go back and change what i've done, i've still got time to change what i'm doing which will lead me into a bright and successful future, that's yet to come...

the highlight of yesterday would probably have to be 7/11 day.
although we did go to eureka tower and southbank, williamstown, etc,
it was really windy and cold, so it wasn't really an enjoyable day.
but nonetheless, it was an interesting experience, i mean come on, we pay like a fortune to go to plc, and the cruise we got to go on was an old, dirty one. :S
and seriously, you just go on this glass cube and you pay 8 dollars.
which in my opinion is not worth it.
my dad gave me 8 dollars to go on it, but i didn't.
1. it's not worth it.
2. i'm scared of heights (shhh...)

hahahaa, now, i get 8 dollars, maybe i should give it back, or maybe i should get pizza with it.
lol.
yumm.
:P

anywayss..

have a great weekend readers.

icecreamisgoodforyou. ;)

It looked like the majority of the United States of America had the same opinion as me.
I wanted Obama to be the next American President Elect then, because I thought he would do a great job leading the country, and he would change the way America has been throughout these years, also there would be no more racism. Martin Luther King expressed his feelings through his infamous speech "I have a dream", and by this CHANGE succeeded, his dream was fulfilled.
No more discrimination of race was to be seen in the USA, this is one great step towards world peace.
It proves that even if at the start what you really want is impossible to achieve, if you REALLY want it, and you keep up with determination and persistence, YOU WILL SUCCEED.

"Determination, Persistence and being Optimistic and Confidence is the key to success."
That's why I'm always trying to believe in myself.
That's what I'll be believing in and telling myself all the way through this long journey that hasn't even begun yet.

~All of the writing above has been subjected to copyright by Inge C, the writer of this blog.
All rights reserved. (c)

i woke up listenin to matt and jo this morningg, went to the toilet, and slept again.
and then i had this really weird dream..
for some reason my friend, evelyn (in indonesia, who prefers to be called 'lines') and i were going on a bus with mr.squibb and his aunt?
and we ate lunch together.

weirdd. D:

anyways i was waitin for jesslynn to come while writing the above bit.

and yeasshhumm jesz came over.
baked orange and poppymix cake
and played on beps playground.,
twiddle dum dee.....

that was basically it. :)



that was yesterday, i wrote it yesterday but couldn't finish, because my dad and my brother were lurking while i was going to publish it.


todayy this morning.
i was supposed to come to string power at 8 but woke up late, quickly ran to the music school- down the stairs to find mr. squibb going up the stairs carrying his bag.
o___O
LOL.


anyways, im also doing my english essay, i'm multi-tasking. ;)
for everyone else the midsummer night's dream essay is due tomorrow, but i get an extension. :)

quick post.

my dad said he's going to cut off the internet connection cuz i go on the net too much. =o

oh noes!

i can't live without internet!

i need wisdom and imagination and knowledge!

although as Einstein said "Imagination is more important than knowledge, knowledge is limited, imagination encircles the world."
(and no i didn't google that, i know it off by heart. :) cuz i'm smart like that. :D i wish i was smart at other things too, such as maths and such..)

but anyways, I still need both! =0

help?!
*you can help by persuading my dad that internet is good for my own good, and for our future. :)


arhhh i really need to go. i can hear his footsteps coming towards me!! =o