I currently like the song "So You Can Cry" by Neyo. And "Halo" by Beyonce.
:)

It's a scary thing to think that teachers these days are so 'hip'.
They are so into new technological social sites such as facebook, and they'll know what you're talking about to your friends about facebook and myspace.

I had this freaky stalkish computer nerd teacher when I was in Indonesia. And he tried to add me on Facebook, and I was like "EWwwwww!! Ignore. Block! Block! EWWWwww!!"

and eww i think my comp has this virus, or someone keeps on copying these vietnamese thing. that everytime i want to copy paste something, it always pastes as like vietnamese.
it's really disturbing!!


Anyway.

I'm so looking forward to debating.
But, so not to the maths test on Thursday.
I have to study..

Oh, and after I finished posting yesterday afternoon, it was like about 6:30 after facebook and stuff. And I went to sleep. And didn't wake up until like 9:30 this morning.
Wheeee. 15 hours of sleeeeeeeeepppp. :)



(this is another flower, planted and growed by me, from seeds. however i do not know the name of this flower. and photographed by me. no stealing.)

Earth laughs in flowers. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

♫♪

I am celebrating the fact that it's Friday. But, I'm so not looking forward to next week, because I have a maths test, and my dad's going overseas.

I have to revise Pythag, Surds (division) and Measurement (formulas).

No Viola for today- cuz it's Friday. Yay! But I have that Viola song by Kinsley stuck in my head.

I'm currently learning how to be fit. I've walked around and swam for 30 minutes today.
But, the problem is, I eat a lot.
:(

But nonetheless, I still love Portwine Aeroplane Jelly.

I'm gonna eat Salad for dinner tonight.


Church Studies is trying to convince everyone to be Christian and to believe that the world is perfect. I'm gonna get a bad mark for that assignment, because I disagreed with what people said how perfect the world is. Oh well, I don't care.
I respect other people's beliefs and opinions, hence they should respect mine too.
Even though, it is a Christian School, they cannot really force us.

When can we start reading Romeo and Juliet again?
I'd probably get a bad mark about that English writing task where we had to write about "My Place", because people's imagination don't go so vividly as mine does, and I described my place too imaginative.



Hey you know what's the best thing to do on a Friday afternoon?

SLEEP!


(this is a sunflower that i grew myself, i know it's still tiny. but i love it. :) )


"Keep your face to the sunshine
and you cannot see the shadow.
It's what sunflowers do."
~ Helen Keller

since no one cares about me.
i might as well put my blog private, or delete it.
how sad.
life is really sad for me.
no one understands, and those who knows what i've been through, just doesn't care.
it's really sad. but all i can do is cry.
at school, i just seem like a happy and cheerful person, but relaly inside me, that's not what it is.
i'm just putting a mask, so people don't know who i really am.
but if i don't pretend to be happy, then i'll be depressed and unsocial.
but when i am around people, i pretend to talk alot and be hyper and like i have a really great life.. but really i am lying.
I am lying to the people around me, and I'm lying to myself.
No one understands.
It's just really hard to speak out if no one understands.
Life is really sad.. for me.

People say how perfect the world is, but it really is imperfect, for me.
Nothing in this world is perfect.
Although, there is an exception- as there are unfairness in this world, hence there are many people whose lives are perfect.

I'm still searching for that talent, that I've got, that nobody else does, a talent that I can excel in and become the very best of it, in the world.
I've been passionate about debating, but lots of other people seem to be better at it than I am.
I know, of that saying climbing a mountain starts with one step.
but it's really hard.

i am becoming a photography enthusiast.
photos coming real soon.

yay for debating captain '09, she let me change debating teams. :)
woott.


alex is funneehhhh. i wrote on her hand "this hand belongs to ABoydell".
aaaahhahahahhahahahahhhhaaaaaaaaaa. ugh im so depressed.


i love my cat, she's such a supermodel.
it's really hard to take photos of her. cuz she's just oh so famous.
she won't give me her autograph either.

what was i gonna talk about?
i've forgotten.
oh that's right.
blog.
blogs.
bloggers.
prophetic- that's the word of the day.
anyway.
bloggers.
blogs.
blog.
well, I blog cuz it's like a personal diary in a way, cuz i'm sad and i've got no one to talk to. so i type. i let my head speaks.
but there are somethings that i keep to myself, and to my closest friends.
cuz it's sad to remember it.
so, in a way, blog is like a diary. but you choose what to write on it that you want other people to see and don't.
so thurr.
i have to go shower.
cuz it's still 78.
taa
photos coming reall ssooooooonnn. ;D
i like cheeseeeee. yum yum,.

eww. i had the most disturbing dream just before it woke me up.
i hate disturbing dreams. they're really disturbing.
ugh.
eww.
eww.
eww.

i like scaring people- it's really quite entertaining.
this is such a sad world.
you look at those selfish greedy people and shiver.
gahh. print geog questions, save model on usb and print at school, med timeline, kiwi prac report, viola.

yesterday there were some leftover letter beads from clare and beccy's dna model.
everyone made a bracelet, whether it was their name or nickname or 'clare rox your world' everyone had one. but there wasn't a c or g left. cuz clare used the last c, and c and g were used for cytosine and guanine. so i was stuck and depressed. i was like. uhh. what should i make?
'help'.... 'phun' .....'life'..... 'yarr'
.... 'nadal' - the others won't let me make nadal, they said, " it would be a waste of beads to make the letters to form the name of the guy who has wedgie pants and always picks his butt every serve. " and i'm like awwwww. but i love nadal. but whatever.
so i decided to make 'yarr' cuz i'm a pirate. ;D but then my friend, not naming anyone dropped the beads, and we couldn't find the extra r.

so i was giving up by then..
doodle deeee dummm..

and then i was like
"ZOMG! MUZIIEK! HOW COULD I FORGET!!"
hah. so i ended up with a 'muziiek' bracelet. :D
(fyi: 'muziek' is 'music' in dutch, but i like the extra 'i')
we have to wear all of our bracelets on the next casual day. :)

DUBAI: STATEMENT FROM RAFA

"I am very disappointed not to be able to compete in Dubai but the doctor has advised me to stay home and rest after the pain I got on my knee in Rotterdam last week. It's nothing to be worried about but it needs some rest. I ask my fans and the tournament organizers to understand and I am sorry for this. Dubai is one of my favorite tournament, as you can tell, I have always liked playing there. The field is always great and more importantly the crowd is always very supportive of me. I expect to be back in competition the following week for the Davis Cup tie in Benidorm against Serbia and then traveling to Indian Wells and Miami."

hummmm.
rafa is to play in dubai on the 23rd of february.
i'm so sleep deprived.
i'm realllyyyyy tired..
and i have no reason to be.

tell me something claire can't do.
it feels like people are being mean to me today.
i seriously don't know what i did wrong.
dudeee.
american revolutionnn.

but some people were nice to me today.
they helped me feel better. :)
dilini, giving me her french fries.
eunice, making me laugh about trying to fall of the balcony. (i'm still laughing)
kim, trying to comfort me.
hilary, sitting with me in geography and talking to me.
beccy, pointing out that point for benefits of physical activity. lol.
charlie, my dog was nice to me today. :)

sighh.
french indian war, stamp act, boston tea party... what else?

dna model- pipecleaners, string, beads, tissues.

due next week
dna model, kiwi prac report, geog map, romeonjuliet character quotes, maths.
ughhh plz tell me if i missed out on anything.

viola.

life.

is.

what?


impossible is impossible

Telegraph cables hum


I love port wine aeroplane jelly.

Lol at Eunice as the horny nurse in Romeo and Juliet.

Eww at Vanessa Hudgens as Leah Clearwater.

Yay at Sam Sparro singing on dance tonight.

Eww at Morgan Spam. I'm so deleting all your ugly posts and banning you from posting. >=( you're not nice.

Yay at no homework tonight!

I love Rafael Nadal!
<3

Telegraph cables hum


I love port wine aeroplane jelly.

Lol at Eunice as the horny nurse in Romeo and Juliet.

Eww at Vanessa Hudgens as Leah Clearwater.

Yay at Sam Sparro singing on dance tonight.

Eww at Morgan Spam. I'm so deleting all your ugly posts.

Yay at no homework tonight!

I love Rafael Nadal!
<3

Telegraph cables hum

I love port wine aeroplane jelly.
Lol at Eunice as the horny nurse in Romeo and Juliet.
Eww at Vanessa Hudgens as Leah Clearwater.
Yay at Sam Sparro singing on dance tonight.
Eww at Morgan Spam. I'm so deleting all your ugly posts.
Yay at no homework tonight!
I love Rafael Nadal!
<3

We're so rich yet generous.
We've earned more than AUD$5,000 just from the Senior School, to donate to the bushfire relief fund. :)



It's really sad to see homes, lives, and happiness wiped away from lots of people..

This won't be forgotten in a million years.

This is really sad. :(

i don't feel well.
i have a headache and a stomach ache.

i didn't go to school this morning.
ugh.

I'M NOT CINDERELLA.
I DON'T WANT TO BE CINDERELLA.

Music

I shall talk about music.
What I'm really passionate about.
I'm currently listening to the playlist, I've just updated here on my blog.
Sorry to my next door neighbour, if this is too loud. I hope it's not.
Plus it's relaxing good music anyway.
Quite old, yet, nice. Unlike music these days. Eww.
Disgusting music that makes no sense, is what you often hear on the radio these days.
Music with no meaning.
Don't you, oh fellow reader, miss good music?
Music that makes you feel good inside, and music that can make you burst out into singing along or dancing.
I, myself, do infact miss good music.
Even if there are no words to it that you can sing along to, it's just relaxing and nice to listen it and enjoy it.
Music calms the soul.
Whether you're feeling angry, or depressed, music's always there.
Music is really stress relieving and heart warming.

I was born into a musical family.
And I've grown into loving music as well..

Sometimes, when everything else in this world seems so wrong. the only think you can turn to, is music.

Music is my life.

I love music. ♥

montague and double entrende
mon-tuh-gyoo and doo-blay-on-tron-day

that's shakespeare. (Y)

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I'm learning to organize time more efficiently, and learning to eat a good balanced diet.
I ate Vita-Brits this morning, had Vita-Wheats for recess/morning tea, and a beetroot, carrot, lettuce, cheese and tomato salad. (don't ask, it's a complicated salad)
But, I was hungry when I got home, so I ate this asian beef rendand.

Eeh, here I am, full.

I'm going to practice viola at 9.

I only go on the computer for a few minutes now.
Like 40 minutes at the most.
Which is good stuff for me. :)

I need to do better though.

I just have to balance out work, and play.

I have maths homework.
Which, can be done tomorrow.

Yawn.

i'm officially obsessed with Rafael Nadal. ♥
lol, that's why i made this layout. :D

as you all know, rafa won the grand slam against federer.
Federer was upset and tears flowed from his eyes, but Rafa sympathized and hugged him. :)
he's so sweet.
i love rafa. :)

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hmmmmm today.
year 10. day 3.
eep.
there are exams for every subject minus electives this year.
i have to study hard.
no surfing randomly for hours on the net anymore.
no lazying around day dreaming.
times has changed.
i know that to climb every mountain, you have to start with one step.
and step by step, I will be able to achieve what I have been dreaming of achieving.

Every step takes time, I know that, but, it's that bad habit of laziness inside me that's stopping me from making progress, and holding me back to laze instead.

Every successful person worked hard, step by step to become what they are now as well, so I must do the same. :)