there is like plenty of space in my wardrobe!
my dad and stepmum chucked out all of my clothes into the garage.
without permission from me.
and now i can't find clothes i want to wear, and ugh.
there's this white shirt i like.
i've only started wearing it recently cos i only found it, it still even had the price tag on it.
i really like it.
it fits me perfectly, and it's quite cultural and traditional, which i like.
it's got a picture of these girls playing with paper boats, and it's got the writing "perahu kertas"
it defines where i'm from and it remids me of childhood.
but my dad and stepmum packed it up with other stacks of clothes into 5 boxes.
and they're all stacked up with a height i can't reach.
and my stepmum won't help me find it.
so now here i am typing with the heater on, listening to stranger in moscow eating icecream, trying to cheer myself up.

this morning was pretty good though, although i actually needed to go to orchestra practice, cos i had to play viola for church, and i didn't know most of the songs and stuffed up, but fortunately all the others knew it, so i was covered and saved. i was planning to go home after church, but then jesslyn had to stay, so i stayed with her. if i had gotten home earlier, i probably would've been bored at home, so i guess it was good that i stayed for the evangelism. at sabbath school i also met these twins, they were pretty cool, i don't know their names though, apparently they come to the church once in a while, so i may not see them again for a long time.. :(

also there was this verse which really touched my heart (Matthew 25:40)- 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'
so, you have to treat other people like how you would treat God.

another thing that touched my heart, was this video that was shown, it was about the Hoyt family, a father and a son in a marathon. The son suffers from cerebral palsy, yet the father still strived finishing the marathon.
please watch this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKuHTz6i_YY

it shows how much a father's love is for his children.
at school, at chapel, they were also talking about fathers. and i now know how much my father loves me.